I found my anchor, not a plastic gold façade, but heavy metal, warm and round.
What is an anchor anyways? Something to nestle deep in the comfort mud, to withstand cold depths. A tool for grounding.
Hillary told me this would be important for my trip. She suggested Ganesh, the remover of obstacles. I decided to be more literal about it.
Digging through bins and buckets at the market, through bangles and pins and bits of light, there had to be an anchor there somewhere, maybe a pendant or a charm? My frustration grew like ivy.
I could ask someone for help, if I wasn't so afraid.
Desperately pawing, I need an anchor, I need an anchor....
And then, in the tray, I saw one! Bright gold in front of my eyes, I grabbed it greedily and my elation wavered. It was too light, no substance. And I had found it! And it was not my anchor. I wrestled with myself, and heart took the reins.
Is special, according to some. We are approaching the winter solstice, which can be seen as the beginning of a new year. A Mayan cycle is ending, and from what I have heard; this is a time for letting things go and manifesting future glory! Combined with the consumer Christmas season, what a powerful paradox, right? Everywhere that I look are messages telling me to change this and buy that.
What I want most of all to leave behind is this urge to consume. From what I put in my body to what I put on my bank card, I have a sneaky feeling that most of it is a big fat waste. What wolf am I feeding anyways?
I would like to create, and make do. I would like for the output to equal the input. That is all, please. :)
Looking for a classic "cult" point and shoot last week, I compiled a master wish list, perused every thrift shop I encountered, only to come home and find not one, but TWO in my dads own closet. I am absolutely swimming in cameras. xo
I feel like I have been on a great big adventure for the past two years, ever since I lost my job, began seasonal work, festivals and car living, and met this character (among others). I think I am collecting chapters for a story. xo
Money may feel elusive and somewhat magical to you. Like a fairytale you wonder if it is real and possible for you to experience true wealth.
There is a deep inner wisdom within you that is starting to show buds, but you often second guess yourself wondering if it is magical thinking. When you do this, the buds aren't able to blossom.
There is great wisdom in magical thinking and fairytales. It is time for you to cultivate your unique magical path and recognize the wisdom within it.
Your greatest challenge: Â You get caught up in limiting mind loops that stunt the magic from growing into reality. Your greatest challenge is to recognize your limiting patterns and find the wisdom within them so you can release their spell on you.
Your greatest opportunity for creating wealth: Wealth comes from walking your magical path. Your greatest opportunity is to cultivate your belief in your magical path and release the fears and doubts so you can experience your own fairytale.
Inspired action: Notice where your limiting beliefs are holding you back and write a new fairytale that has all the magic you desire.
I walked all around with Greeni, ran into an past classmate (with a darkroom!) and tasted chocolate from the oldest chocolatier in Sicily. I also sweated buckets in hot yoga and spent time with my dad. xo